Dude

So embarrassing I’m not even going to tell YOU about it. 

Why, brain? WHYYYYYY?!?!

Lots of big houses, trying to escape certain death, cats

You and I were somewhere together, in a beautiful European apartment building, or house? With an elegant curving staircase in the front.  We were both staying there, but separated, and I was walking back, feeling pressured or pursued - was someone following me? I couldn't remember the code to open the door and it was so dark. Gorgeous, well-dressed people were there, and they knew how everything worked.  

We were inside, and you wanted to borrow an outfit.  You tried on a dress and I said I have something else downstairs; let me find it.  You threw the dress back into the closet without hanging it up. I can't remember what I said, but I was trying to say "hang that up" in a funny way, and it came out in a weird racist imitation of a "black" accent.  I was mortified.  I didn't say anything and just left to look for the dress. I came back with remnants of our Halloween costumes.  You looked very confused.  I was confused.  Why had I gotten this?  

Staying in a rental house.  There were so many cats.  I was following them and ended up on the basement stairs and someone was in the basement.  He was friendly and knew Brian.  I was the only one who thought it was weird he was there.  

Floating in a sea of bodies.  We were wearing uniforms.  The "enemies" were walking amongst us, talking to each other. I wasn't sure who was alive and dead.  I was somehow moving around, like when you're on a floatie in a pool and you move just your foot or hand to gradually go in one direction.  I was trying to look dead so they'd leave me alone and I could maybe get away.  They came closer.  How were they walking when I was floating on something? Was it water? Was it guts? One pointed a gun at a body near me.  "it's female" it said to someone I couldn't see, "do you want it?"

My father had a conversation with Emmett and Matti about how he isn't going to be around much longer and he would like to experience being a great grandfather.  He didn't want to pressure them, but he felt it was a reasonable request.  They didn't have to decide right away, but please tell him by tomorrow if they were willing.  They were looking at each other the whole time and I could tell they were NOT willing.  Emmett said "okay, but I know what our answer is going to be."  I realized this was a terribly intrusive conversation to have and why had I let me Dad put them in this position?

in another eurpoean house or apartment. I was with my in-laws and husband, who were not my real life inlaws or husband.  We were dressed up, like it was the 60s, it felt very Marvelous Mrs Maysel.  My mother in law said they gave us the "sunset room", which was all the way upstairs, with lots of privacy because we were going to be having lots of sex.  While the husband and I climbed the stairs I was teasing him about all the sex we were supposed to be having because we hated each other and wanted to get divorced but he didn't want to tell his parents.