Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Everybody bleed - this is a robbery


I just remembered this one from a long time ago.

Mary and some other woman-I knew her, but I just can't remember- have this plan to rob a bank, and they need my help. I keep trying to talk to Mary about what a bad idea this is, and she is telling me she needs money and she doesn't have any other options. I am upset and frustrated because i don't know how to say no to mary, she always helps people and never asks for help herself. So I let them take me to "case it out" and they take me to a hospital and we are going to rob a blood bank. I can't tell if this is better or worse than a real bank.

Gross stuff and yelling

Oh my. First I was in bed, and my mom was there, too. She was wearing only a tank top and undies, and they had the same pattern as this china we had when I was growing up. Then Brian was there, and I was telling him we had china that was the same pattern as my mom's undies.
Then we were downstairs and a whole bunch of people were staying with us and Nicole B was setting the table for dinner, but she kept putting chairs on top of tables and pillows under chairs and stuff, so i told her to just let me do it.
Then there were all these animal cages, like cat carriers in my house and they had gerbils and other creatures inside and we were breeding them. But one gerbil couple was talking and i heard the female telling to male to get off of her, he was killing her, and he said no just stay still for a minute, and i looked in the cage and he was literally killing her - her spine was all exposed where he was trying to hold her down. And inside another cage the gerbil kept having babies and then throwing up and there was all gross vomit and intestines and stuff in there with the babies.
Also, at some point, Hunter called Home Depot so we could return something, and he was telling them the thing never worked and it really wasn't fair. I was so proud of him for being so assertive on the phone with a grown up. then I had to get on the phone and give them our address, and they were saying okay, that's in wareham, right? And I had to correct them a million times and then i started to get mad and I yelled at the guy, too.
"I've lived here for 10 years!! I think I know what town I live in!!!"

Buddha is my driving buddy


This picture has little to do with my dream, but I thought it was funny.

Anyway, it was the night of all the cat drama with my mom, and I had a dream that Brian and I were driving around doing errands with Buddha in the car. He was sitting on my lap while we drove to the grain store and I was thinking how fun it was and that we should do it more often.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Sleeping and Eyeball Gore


You and I are staying in some big hotel type dorm thing. We are laying in a big bed and watching tv and we know we should get up and get stuff done (I have to go home and check on kids, you have a meeting or photo assignment with a band), but we keep falling asleep. When we finally get up because we are so late for everything (we've been in the room for days and just couldn't wake up) I look at the book I'm reading and I have dog-eared several pages, because i kept falling asleep and then forgetting what page i was on, and just randomly starting in another place. We both think this is very funny.

Then i go into a shared bathroom, and there is a dad and his little girl in there and i go to put my contacts back in, but when i take one of the lenses out, there is blood and bits of flesh? eyeball? something gross on it, and i can't get it off. I keep looking in the mirror to see if something is wrong with my eye, and i can't remember anything happening when i took my contacts out.

Greg Won't Talk to Me

I'm at some sort of function - a high school reunion type thing. We're all at a hotel, and we're spending the weekend together. I see Greg L. and run over to say hi. He just looks at me and won't speak to me. At first I don't think much of it, but he keeps ignoring me, or saying "I have nothing to say to you." and it really starts to bother me. I want to know why he is mad at me, and i start thinking back over our relationship to try to figure out if I did something wrong. But I can't remember anything because it was so long ago, and how dare he stay mad at me for so long? But maybe he isn't mad, maybe he just really doesn't have anything to say to me. So why do i want him to talk to me? Anyway, in the whole dream, his face is very vivid, and he looks like he really looked. It struck me when i wake up, because often when i dream about a person there face is kind of fuzzy if I haven't seen them in a while.

I came home to find out one of the ewes had delivered 6 lambs. Brian and Deb had let them out in the pasture with the older lambs, and people were visiting and playing with all the lambs. I asked Brian how old the lambs were, and he said just a few hours. I couldn't beleive he would let them out before they had bonded with their mom, so i gathered them back up and brought them into the barn to be with their mom. But their mom was basically hemorrhaging, bit bits of afterbirth hanging out of her. I knew that nursing her babies was supposed to help her recover from the birth, and i was angry again that they had taken the babies away from her too soon. I looked at Brian for help, but he was covered in the ewe's blood, himself, and was just shaking his head, as though he had tried to help her, but there was nothing we could do at this point. I was so angry and started yelling at Deb, about how dare she take those babies away from their mother, and she didn't know how to care for lambs, and she needed to mind her own buisiness. I was angry at myself for not being there when they were born and also totally freaked out about how to care for 6 lambs with no mother to nurse them.

Polar pug


I was headed out to the barn to deliver a lamb. I was wearing gloves that went up to my elbows and had lubricant on the inside - the outside was made of wax, and would melt when my hands warmed up. THere was a man who was supposed to be helping me, but he was laying in a bed of the lubricant stuff in the barnyard. I got closer to the barn and saw that the ewe was laying on her back to deliver the lamb, like a human. And the lamb's head was out already, but it wasn't a lamb, it was a pug. I caught the pug, dried it off, and brought it back to the ewe. BUt when i looked at her again, i relaized she was a polar bear.